After 51 years of being together, Bill is confronted with learning to live without his soul mate, his life partner, Margaret. His commitment to suppressing all of his experience as a minister and therapist and looking forward to experiencing the tiniest and most intimate details of grief is the basis of this journal. If you read it, and comment, I will treat that as a gift. If it in some way is helpful to you, I will see that as a marvelous serendipity.